( My life in a box. )

My name is Channa-bee. And I feel...: productive

Stupid love songs.

I'm listening to some old pop songs. All these 90's things and I remember when I was getting older and listening to some of these cheesy love songs. Thinking about my crush and singing to my mirror.

I now listen to those same songs and realize how powerful they can be. I started crying to "I turn to you". Come on people!

>.<

Basically I started thinking about Nathan, who I've been with for two years almost now on the 24th of November. ^.^;;;; And I'm just so happy and I do't think I could imagine life different then it is now. He helped me in more ways than I thought a boyfriend could. He is my bestfriend and I love him so much. God here goes the tears again. >.<

Motha fooker.

My name is Channa-bee. And I feel...: flirty

*jigs*

Nathan has officially got a new sexy job that he is finally happy actually going to. I've been praying for this and it is beautiful to see my love so happy. It makes me just smile so hard.

It makes you think . . . I'm so happy because nathan is so happy. Go figure. =P

My name is Channa-bee. And I feel...: energetic

The flirting one . . .

( Warning: this is a bit long.  )

Help?

Current Location: Home.
My name is Channa-bee. And I feel...: confused
What I listen to currently is....: *huuuuuuuuuum*

You know what I miss . . .

Long. . .

Hot . . .

Tingley . . .

Freedom.

I'm so so so tired right now. I've been once again cleaning the house. Doing all the "Final touches" and yeah. I'm just tired.

Well, I'm starting to feel a bit better, class registration is on the 21st of august at 4:00 pm. And I'm tired. Bah.

Things like such.

This boy from my DnD group has been flirting with me infront of Nathan and it is very obvious. I don't think I should do much about it to reserve feelings being hurt from members who like said person in that romantic sence. It is just bad. I haven't told him to stop incase I'm reading him wrong. I'm just not responding to his advances whether or not nathan is there. I have a bit more values than that... I don't know I'm rantiing.

Well, the house is about to be open for show. So I have to go. Later.

My name is Channa-bee. And I feel...: dorky

So now what? My summer is just about ended, all the things I was looking forward too are probably gone now.... *le sigh*

I've not been to coffee house yet, because my shift end and Nathan is never home in time to make me not late. But now I am no longer working for valleyfair and I am very saddened because now I am forced to avoid conflict. Making wolf river an almost impossible...

Bah... I don't know what to do. I'm just tired of being in a rut and having everyone BLAME me. Everything is somehow my fault no matter how people look at it. But heh... I'm not complaining... *laughs*

Bah. Peaople are just stupid.

So yeah. Nathan is now my official ride for the rest of the work season. Not a huge deal. Now I don't have to worry if I accidently lose my ID or hat or sunblock, miss any of my alarms, over sleep, set my alarm for the wrong day have to worry about my ride getting ticked off and being childish over four fucking minutes.

I wasn't going to continue on with this, but I think I have the right to be angry now that I've been talked about. Yeah. That is right. And I don't really appreciate it that much. But what the fuck ever. You're life is different than mine and neither of us are content. So do have fun with that, Mmm kay?

Anyways, other than that. I'm not officially set up for school.

Working is making me sick so I only work mornings now before my brain explodes. Sometimes I wish I was like some of the people I work with, like my team lead, putting in 8-15 hour shifts and not blink about it. But I hate not having any relaxation time besides when I sleep and it really sucks that I need to get a vast amount of sleep to function.

My party went well. Chris made my week. He rocked. ^.^ Can't wait for next year. Sara never called me on Friday. Kinda miffed about that since I called in sick and took 8 points towards termination of my job. But I'm sure she has a rash reason why. Instead of "I forgot." cause that might make me a little discontent... -_-

Poor Nathan. He is trying so hard for me. The poor guy is tired of always having someone interupting him, being in his beuisness, or always bugging him. He wants to move but we can't afford it... Grr. Why do people have to be stupid?

Why?

My name is Channa-bee. And I feel...: bitchy

!!!!!


Chrisssssss! You'll be here tomorrow. Muahahahaha. *start cleaning out her basement*

My name is Channa-bee. And I feel...: ecstatic

And I'm NO WHERE near my period.


Basically, I'm sorta miffed at a few things. Mainly myself. I don't seem to be able to function enough or prepare myself well enough. Nickie has lost patience with me, understandably. But some of those weren't my fault.

Second my phone is dead. This explains why if you were calling purhaps I didn't pick it up. My phone won't turn on or ring or do ANYTHING. Very frustrating. I am ganna try and get a new phone tomorrow.

I'm so frustrated. I hate my job. I hate having my life involved only with my job. It is overly hot. I can't seem to fit in anywhere.

Second, I'm sort of lonely. It seems that everyone has forgotten me. Or something. Things are against my social life. I'm trying to improve, but it is really hard to cling onto the friends I've had when I make newer ones. I'm a horrible woman; I should be able to multi-task! Dimmit!

Blah.

Okay, here is the real post.

HAha. Nathan and I are still doing wonderful. We went to his sisters wedding the other day and everyone kept saying "You two are next. You two were made for each other" It was kinda of creepy. They also felt that I needed to be included in the "Family part" of the wedding pictures. It was real nice. I feel that I'm accepted finally and they are no longer betting on when Nathan is going to return home.


I got to learn power tower. I've been really tired lately. This job is exaughsting. >.< And I didn't think it would be like this. The heat is almost unbearable sometimes. But I do it because we need the money and I love Nathan enough to do so. >.<

I saw over the hedge. LOVED IT.

Gah. Steve has a new girl. They aren't "dating" but well. We know it. ^.~ Well, I now know how people feel when they are around Nathan and I. Kinda weird. I'm worried she may start to be like Tammy and I really don't want another enemy. I've enough of those.

My name is Channa-bee. And I feel...: blank